its so painful

Im in so much pain...

too painful that i cant bare it anymore..

im shivering..

i lost my way..

im ill..both mental and physical...

i dont really know what im doing anymore..

and i dont know if i want to choose the wrong or the correct path..

i dont know whether i want to hurt myself more or to ...i dont know~

im in so much pain...

im scared..

im scared if god take me away tonite and wont give me a chance anymore..

im so scared ...and its sooo painful