Promises broken and plans cancelled

hmpph above is who i am today..

disebabkan kerja aku jadi begini..to many promises being broken and i have no heart to make plans with people. all the time i'll be in the office or will be around my dearest colleagues aja..

This morning i woke up feeling so tired..weh.as if i've worked for the whole week dy...instead baru 3 hari berkerja..but the reality, i've been working for 1 month straight without a break.saturdays and sundays included..cheih..not forgetting during my mc's as well.

Too many things happened. I’ve decided to tender my resignation this coming 28th lepas gaji..things got all screwed and my decision was final. I’ve planned to work in HSBC AGAIN!! serena agreed to help me.I've even planned to get the accounts screwed before i leave the company supaya gua puas hati !!!dapat delete 500k punyer billing pon gua dah puas hati ...

..........suddenly!REALITY HIT me hard on the forehead!!Yan told us her hubby was asked to leave to company.ON THE SPOT OK!! Kne retrenched...head counts dlm company was reduced untill 15 org jer...gile babi keji.all around,paper and news is screaming about down sizing companies and reducing manpower..PANG gua terdiam lalu berfikir.

Things might be so fucked up in the office..my contract might not be renewed due to that fucking issue they blame me on...I may cry everyday in the office facing all the fuckers...but no one's gonna pay me this much at this point of time.even tho its not worth it dgn tahap balaci nye kami berkerja..tapi aku mampu membayar hutang piutang ku yg tingginya mengalahkan gunung everest itu.

Not a single day being spend without thinking how much longer will i survive there..But there were no choice given to me...dgn parents yg tidak berkerja..aku bukanlah anak tunggal yg kisah hidupnye indah seperti fairy tales...

arghh aku sentiasa merindui zaman belaja dimana hidup tidak sesusah zaman aku berkerja...:(

So what if im a cry baby even tho im now 24 years of age

I feel like crying out loud..

but even crying wouldnt help..

i have to complete the task before tomorrow..tapii tapiiii...saya demam.saya jatuh sakit dan shiver mcm org parkinson.

saya sejuk tapi saya panas...
saya sejuk tapi badan saya macam teko air yg sedang masak di atas dapur..

i dont wanna dissapoint my boss but i couldnt go on anymore..:(( sedehlaa

nowadays i noticed..weekend jer sure demam...org mungkin ingat saya bohong..now saya rasa mcm org tua yg sakit sakit sendi..:((

Kasut Orang Bulan

Crocs day out..feat me yan & amir.

Crocs warehouse sale..today is our second trip to kepong utk memborong crocs.Macam mana Tahap dewa pon ke'Busy'an di office..trip ke warehouse sale tak pernah skali gagal.



During lunch..me mizi yan & hubby gamble g kepong utk checkout croc's sale.In an hour they managed to grab like 10 pairs of Crocs.Earlier,bro khalif grab himself 5 pairs..tapi dia dah g dulu tinggalkan kiteorg.since sume keje melambak..sape cepat dia g dulu...

I tak fancy sgt Crocs ni..tapi adela jugak satu kan..skadar mengikut trend semasa..:P lagipon comfy juge..

Me and yan decided for a second trip..and so we brought amir along.He actually waited for us la kat sane.prempuan mane penah on time.Macam di jangka harini lagi super gampang ramai org.Malaysian and sale..mmg normal begini.So kami tetap melakukan penipuan yg sgt keji utk cut the line and masuk tanpa segan silu..(blardy malaysian..ekeke)

above ..Croc's yg dipesan oleh my colleague -Kak arni for her kids n hubby.

Seriously for mens and kiddos mmg puas hatila kalo shopping kat sini..but for women..buhsan skit..mary jane sume takde..so me and yan having fun grabbing shoes for people jerh..oh ya lupe..harga 50% off okeh!superbb 60 bucks per Crocs!

herm..one more day to go for those of you who r interested.

and now back to business..currently ,im struggling to clean up my closet ..yeah the closet where i hid my skeleton for 8 months now..the one which has been peeking thru the door all this time waiting to be discovered!yup..hes out...and im in SUPER BIG trouble.

SIGH~

Have abreak havee a kit kat

oMMMMMMggg!!aAronn Aziz ok!!

fucking macho and hem semmmm oo keh! aagagaga

yeap im taking a break mau tonton sehati berdansa..will continue blogging later.

daa~

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha...

Good mornng people..

Selamat Hari Raya to all...

Im so excited as always sebab nak g tgk lembu korban..but now still kat rumah.

im sure rumah nenek lambat lagi nak sembelih tu..kat sane mesti berpuluh puluh ekor.Unfortunately tahun ni i tak sempat buat korban.Dah tutup plaks...some miss-communication between mama n maklong akhirnye i tak dpt amik bahagian..its ok.will do it next year..

anyho..below is the view from my room org tgh sembelih lembu..dah lembu ker 4 dah.mama siap panjat krusi nak intai from tingkap..

aaaaaaaa nak g rumah nenek dah..

till then...byeee

Sleeping with Stars!

Geezz...i love my room!!no words can describe..

Few weeks of hectic life..then i've decide to pampered myself with some shopping to decorate my room...nahh not actually decorate,i just need something to divert my boring and dull and kusam life to something yg lebeh hermmm ceria...even tho i'm enjoying it alone..but still saya puas hati...

It felt so peaceful..i love spending time alone doing nothing..probably bcoz im the only child and im sooo used to be alone...no biggy deal.

i remember i used to decorated my room with glow in the dark punyer stars.but that time semua stars warna kuning and hijau...siap ade bentuk planet planet.those were the days where all the pin ups of devon sawa penuh dekat dinding...not forgetting nsync and bsb..hik hikhik..but those were the daysla kan..tak mungkin kot i akan tampal pin ups lagi zaman skarang..lagi pon nak tampal pin ups aper jer now?jonas brothers?ahahahah

anyway,i dont have to wish upon a falling stars now..coz i have them in my room..tak kirala,even tho its fake..but im loving it!!har har..saya suke alam fantasy.pls bare with me :

Isnt he lovely???

" Im so gonna get you aunty when im all grown up!! "says danial..:D

Peace and out..