Beauty COnscious..

I had dinner with aliza tadi dekat giant..

Yerp dekat SECRET RECIPE..teringin nak mkn white choc macademia..nyums

And after that..aliza wanted to buy scrunchie dekat SINMA.On da way tuh ade plaks org buat promo for facial.White head removal.So aliza wanted to try it out.Org tuh pon sanggup tunggu kiteorg g kedai duluh.

So they waited and we went there after that..its actually depan lovely lace tu derang buat promo..disebabkan bende tuh mcm menarik..end up both of us buat bende tu..and its only 2 bucks!

When we reach there..theres also guys who did the treament.

2 bucks and we also get free hand srubs...ahaha.One of the lady made comment on my panda eyes..cis maksudnye mmg obviousla the dark circle..sigh~

We end up paying for the treament package and plan to go togather for facial someday..tah bila tah..probably next week bila dah kurang busy...herm cant wait..

Ha loookkk

Inila dia white head yg dah terkluar tuh..its actually a collagen treatment..menarikkan?sila la cube :D

Gala de' Latin

Last nite was the GSCM annual dinner in KL Convention.

GSCM stands for Global Support Center Malaysia..Even tho im no longer the employee of HSBC,serena force me to go la last night.So the 2nd year of me attending GSCM night...Theme for this year is GALA De' LATIN.Latin habesla..

Terlupe nak amik gamba foods.sedapla..ader one or two latin style dishes.ader nachos for appetizer..and tah ape tah.

But overall this year GSCM night sgt sux.Their emcee sgt annoying.aderla this one gurl..urghh merosakkan majlis sungguh.dari process mane tah datang...show and performance sgt mengarut.tah sesape tah yg menari samba..n the celebration itself macam hanging.not enough on stage show.last time they have HSBC IDOL and this paperdoll girls ..pondan yg best where everyone sit and watch the show sebab sgt interesting..wherelse this year semuaorg sibuk berjalan berckp ngan posings..ha plus mkn.ahaks

Howwwever...this year prizes for lucky draw sgt grand hokeh..HP lappy,IPODs,Handphones,Sony Home theater...Suite for two in Berjaya Hotel..Cyberview and lots more..wahh

Last but not least..artist jemputan Reshmonu..which is also so so performance...

Finale..the dance floor is open to the extreme hyper dancers as well as drunks ones...

DEE(me)LICIOUS

Today i went out to OU as early as 10.30 am..

No nope for gym nor... work.But just to get some treat for myself...

All by myself?yeap all alone....

For those who knows me well enough must be suprise as usually i will never walk alone or shop alone or eat alone..

Hmph gaji tak masuk lagi..but sgt puas hati.Got myself a pink handbeg and some baju kerja @ Ms. Read.

Loookk...

My brand new Ms Read membership card..pic ini is not very clear.However the card look very exclusive..10% on every item lepas ni..nyums~

Went back and forth to Forever 21,Dorothy Perkins and Topshop to have a look on whatelse can i get myself..

Right after that me decide to stop @ Delicious a.k.a Ms Read Cafe to have some dessert...got myself ...

My fave carrot cheese cake...and

Raspberry Soda~..

The treat is PuuRFECT...everything went well..n the outing is almost perfect...but it doesnt just end there..

This clumsy gurl is not complete iF there is no DRAMA...

Yeah ..so what happened after that was..i lost my parking ticket..deng~so there goes my 20 bucks..geee:D bila nak berubah tah...:P:P:P

jumaat yg malang~

Salam BAHAGIA~wahhaha tetibe teringat kawan diofis,nick name dia salambah shortform for salam bahagia.kenapa salam bahagia?nanti la i cerita.

Herm so what had happen to me today?mari membaca...

Nak dijadikan cerita ..my manager informed us that she will be on leave today.so me and ely dah plan nak dtg lambat.bila dah ade mind set nak dtg lambat..mmg bebtol lambatla kan.dah siap siap nak g kerja..dah start kreta boleh berlari naik g tukar baju pulak..boleh tak.dah tukar baju boleh plaks nak iron rambut.wah dgn penuh gigih..i meng 'iron' rambut.tgh gigih meng'iron' rambut skali zappp ter'iron' skali telinga!!wahhhhhhhhhhhhh...amik kau!!silalah bygkan keadaannye selepas tuh..... p.s pls dont try this at home!

Pastu nak g kerja dah lelambat tuh leh plaks minyak takde..singgahla shell..dgn telinga yg berapiii.Tetgh isik minyak si bangla tuh bleh plaks nak bertanya tanya tu ini..."kakaaa mau pegi mana?kakaa..duduk mana?" spuloh kali aku dtg spuloh kali la ko tanye aku dok mane.kalo ko tau aku dok mana pon ko nak buat ape...nak hanta minyak free ker.pergh berasap..dahla telinga dah masak sbelah..bleh plaks ade suare suare sumbang2begitu..panas panasss~

Sesampai di ou..memang on time same dgn ely..dedue memecut ker arah parking default kami..malangnye dah fulll.lepas dah parking segala bagai..kami pon memulekan perjalanan ke ofis...sbelom tuh sempat beli ribena utk diletakan dibelakang telinga yg masak ni..

alkisah~sampai jer ofis dok sibuk sibuk setup thinkpad...eh ade annoucement kat PA System..rupe rupeeee ader firedrill excercisee!!! ahhh sudahh...mmmg exercise habesla.ketar kot lutut nak trun dari tingkat 12..ngan pakai baju kurungnye!disebabkan pengumuman dia sgt tenang..i pon sempatla tukar sliper simpan thinkpad..kalo tebakar betol mmg dah hagusla dah..mana taknye ngan tangga jem nye lagi..ngan gelak gelak lagi..siap ade yg brenti posing bergamba lagi...sengal btol.

End up barula make sense nape la telinge terbakar pepagi tu rupenya nak ader firedrill kat ofis..signal awal org kate..wahahahahbangang!japs g x gune kot meng 'iron raambut ngan telinga pagi tadi..end up kuyup jugak lepas trun tangga 12 tingkat...naseb baik tukar baju sbelom g kerja tadi...kalo tak mesti basah kuyup tadi leh nampak..banyak petanda rupenye..haihlaa...tolongla korang jgn keje bangunan tetinggi...siksaa hokeh!!

n noooowww i know why si manager mc ini hari..demn u ngelat!!anyway..it was fun :)) thxs to ou disbelah..sebab pastuh kami mengularr di ou..weeee~

lil bit of updates

wah..tonight..streamyx is doing well..semua bende pon laju..amazing~kalo tak tuh..nenot jalan lagi laju..

n now..season kehidupan yg penuh dgn kesibukan sudah bermula..i know i know..rai,mama.. semua ckp..aik takkan baru 22hb dah start busy?The thing is since last quater closing the workload had never reduce a single bit..sigh~

neway last sunday i went up to raie's hse.saaaaaaaaaaaaaangat comfy okeh...if let say tragedi berulang..saya tau mana mahu menyembunyikan diri...:D ehehe

Tgkla raie ade sofa merah idaman ku..yg masih tak mampu ku beli...menarikk kan?? Plus raie.. ade bilek yg menarik dan katil yg besar...slurpp

Now alifa dah tinggal sana jugak...walaupon rumahnye horror..tapi dia ade pemandang yg indah~

Herm ok later lepas tu..me and the others went out to celebrate hafiz's belated birthday at...

Yerp..BIANCO.Its an italianese restaurant located somewhere in damansara perdana...

Yeps..he's 25 years old this year.sudah tua itu org.neway we celebrate his bday a bit late since everyone was not available on the 4th of July the other day.

Anyway..he text me this morning saying how happy he was and terharu on the celebration.typical hafiz..drama all the way...:))

Unfortunately that night sham and family cudnt make it.Sham just got back from jb coz alyn n baby ade dekat sane..so we will make it up later..once baby dah balik kl sure it will be more fun.

i Guess dats it for tonight..ngantuks.Nites~

The best u never had

I was so in love with you
There was nothing I could do
Wouldn\'t give me the time of day
Now you wanna be with me
You say you wanna be with me

You said i was the best
Giving love out to the rest
There was nothing I could say
But now its going good for me
You say you wanna be with me... Now

and you're telling me
that i am where it's at
but i ain't having none of that...

Beause I told you, you would live to regret it
and now i dont want to make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart
I had left a mark
The best you never had.

You saw me as a friend
Baby i dont want revenge
But if you must know the truth
What you didnt see in me
Well thats what you will never be no,
When your telling me i was always the one
I feel desperation.

back rubs, Good Love... My stuff
Thats what you missed out on
My touch so much we could have
You miss, My kiss, My Lips
The love i had for you
Also so long Baby dont it make you feel sad

Beause I told you, you would live to regret it
and now i dont want to make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn for that
Cause in your empty heart
I had left a mark
The best you never had.
well i will always be the best you never had

well i will always be the best you never had

The best you never had

Wah ..kagum!!

ngAntukssnyeeh....

oh ha..ade bende mau tunjuk..lihat ni

Gamba diatas di ambil dan di edit dgn hanya menggunakan talifon baru saya..kagum kan kagum kagum kagum kagum kann kann kann (harap maaf gamba sedikit over.sbenarnye tgh ngantuks.)

kla...till later

tdo sambil menunggu kepulangan miewa~

Traffic

Morning~..

Herm sapae jer yg tak mengharungi jam harini?cube cakap...ha mungkin mira jerla sebab dia kat luar negara (a.k.a kerteh)kan kan..ahaks :P

Today..mase baru jer kluar rumah..i tgk jam gila.. i was wondering asal la jam gile sampai junction depan rumah sendiri pon boleh jam...sgtla amazing.I was thinking there was an excident ker kat depan ldp tuh..i tried to take another road.End up ... still the same.It took me more then 45 minutes just to go out from kelana jaya to the LDP road.fiuh..habes emosional.I even msged my manager saying i will lil bit late...

End up rupanya..everyone pon go through the same thing...

Say thxs to the screwed politics in malaysia...

all i have to say here is..politics sux!BIG TIME!

a day before today..

Yesterday...i met with an accident... a small one jer..In front of ou.Near the traffic light heading to kj.hermm should i blame the other car..or was it simply my mistake??

To tell u the truth..i had something in my head..i was talking alone in my head..and i even know i almost hit the devider..and suddenly i heard the BANG!.sigh~

I had a few sms with someone earlier before that happened..so my mind was full of the thotss of these n that~Now i guess having work all in my head is better than feeling miserable :)

neway my neo is tough ...have a look.semua ok kan?

ader style lahhh~

Cik anggerik merah...mana update kamu?kater ade gosipsss~

Neway harini hari pertama balik 4rm kerja dikala hari masih terang...wahhhh indah.pukul 5.30 dah tutup ST(sametime).5.45 thinkpad dah kne rampas disuruh balik..wahhh

Lalu setelah pulang tanpa buang masa lagi aku terus mkn...bergayut dan terus tdo mati till mama kejut sruh tukar baju.siap ade hati nak mkn lagi lepas bgn..namun dibiarkan sahaja thots itu berlegar legar dlm kepala gila ni...

Lepas bgn tdo...check phone and ade banyak misscall from kakak n alifa.call back kakak..pastuh dia ckp dia nak dgr ringtones jer........hellloooo kalo nak dgr callerringtones jer baik gih dgr radio jer kot.tau la i ade good sense in songsssss that i listen to...wahhh thxs to ehem :P...lepas ni i nk charge ar sumerang yg call smata mata dgr calleringtones....slamber charges ringtones maxis skarang dah mahal ok.neway kepada org org yg membaca dan pahammm maksud ini..sila amik iktibar ok...ok???ok miewaaaaa???wahahahah

Ok sambung crita...masa call kakak..dia dah nak tdo..pastuh dia swuh jgn kacau dia...so i pancing dia swuh gosipla aperla...eheh pastuh dia pon tetibe excited crita pasal weekend dia harituh.slamber dia kata dia jumpe kambing hemsem kat ulu langat...gile kambing pon dia nak usha...desperate old lady!!!..ha pastuh pastuhhhh panjangla gosip dia malas nak cite..tapi yg paling excited skali diaaaa ckp arini dia g main FUTSALL..!!!warghhh best gila...pastuh dia nak ajak i main lepas ni.wahhh nak ikot.dia ckp penat mcm nak mati...ahahah i can imagine..

skali terflash back zaman mmu....

ada stylelahhh..wahh (cik anggerik merah mari mengenang mase lalu..:)))

wahahaaaa ni lagila kelakaa..mase 1st time masuk court..pastuh nampak poster kat dinding for tournament..wahahahah gelak keji..ader hati nak masuk..siap posing lagi..:)) caption gamba ni berbunyi..kami pantang dicabar..its all in here (tgk kepala alifa)..wah drama abes..:))

Ha sambung crita..since ada org kata..carila hobby baru..dari sik kerja n tdo jer n depress..jadi this is a good chance kan?kakakk kater they are going to play once in 2 weeks..i ckpla lame sgt tuh...dia ckp pahpe dia call...wah sgt excited...cant wait.tah dpt pegi ker tak..kalo kne kejee mmg ar mmgg...grrrr

erm neway mata dah segar bugar ni..tatau nak buat ape plaks ....

later~

serabut~

Raie ..dejah..thxs for tonight.sangat miserable..naseb baik jumpe korang dua.hati ini sgt serabut.

neway raie..tgkla hasil pembelian malam tadi..masih serabut kan?nak tgu mak angkat aku dtg betolkan ..ahaha

neway dah pukul 12.30..

kerja tak siap lagi..should i sleep or should i finish it up?

hmmph...

gudnight~

Better in Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

blargh..

life's sucks!!

neway thxs dejah for being there for me lst nite.sori sebab kacau u tdo.for the others who received my call last night at 12 am...im sorry

neway tgkla ni baby sham..

BIBI..

hieeewww..morning..

say hye to my naphew mamat @ denial...comel tak? Mamat loves camera like her aunty..abesla lepas ni dah besar jadi camera freak.

Neway there is a good news.Anak sham dah lahir yesterday.8th July 2008 at 3.04 am dgn berat 2.75kg.Owh and its a boy macam mamat :P

Baru dapat sms this morning..breaking newsla org kata coz sorang pon tatau lagi.so u guys dpt 1st info kat sini.neway sape jer yg tau blog ni kan...so it will still a be a suprise to them...Nama baby sham hampir sama ngan mamat...MOHAMED DANISH ArRaiyan..comel kan.I dah ckp panggil ryan!perghh omputih abes.Lupela ape sham explain makna name tuh..

Neway i will post his pic here once dapat tgk baby.Coz baby is still in ICU.Kene monitor coz lama sgt dalam perut.But dia okeh according to sham..

I guess dats it for now.Gotta start doing work..till later..mwah :X

From Bali with Love

Smalam jumpe yana ngan shan kat OU.they just got back from BALI.

Lepak di Starbucks lepas shopping.Pastu yana ngan shan kluarkan Souvenir from bali.Cute rantai with colorful beads.....nyums mcm boleh mkn..

Shan pulak bagi SAMPORNA indon yg kotaknye sangat comel..

Lepas ni pegi mana plaks cuti...wahhh menarikss~

When diana goes shopping

Herm i work as hard as I shop...or did i shop twice harder then i work???? geezzz complicated thots there~

Do u think its ok?nah i dont need ya opinion :D Lagipon i owe to have some fun after hardwork right?

wtv..lets have a look at what i bought today...

1. JLO Still : perfume that i dreamt of having since ermm..since a friend at work introduce it to me.Sgt sweet bau nya...specially bila dah lama pakai.I loike~

It took me a few sleepless night to get this..ahahah dramatic abes :P

2. BOBBI BROWN Luminous moisturising Foundation : Daily needs yg dah habes.But super mahal nak mampos...tp effect yg sgt flawlesss..jadi saya abaikan harganya..gulp (gile mimpi ngeri kalau sik fikir sal harga )

3. MAKE UP FOR EVER Lipstick Pallette : Keperluan asas juge...nice colors nice effect as well..basically im looking for more lipstick colors but tooo malas to try every tester display for maybelline ker,loreal ker...so saya amik jalan mudah dgn membeli pallete.But i wish i could have kakak punye lipstick pallate.Later i'll curik2 amik gamba ok.

4.Slipper from ESPRIT : Erm..gamba slipernye tiada.Coz ade kat luar.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST...........

5. Sony Ericsson k660i : Ok yg ini panjang critanya.Tidak merancang utk membeli and pernah berjanji dgn diri takkan berhutang utk talifon lagih...however me kakak n mama went to maxis to reregister both of our lines (kakak n me) since mama n daddy taknak tanggung phone bill kiteorg lagi....After registering the individual plan, they had an offer for phones and this cost only RM 499.Wouldnt want to add my hutang keliling pinggang..but since both phones dah gila..i agreed to take this phone.Naseb baik color dia lawa.ITS IN PINK plus sume function ada..so i guess its worth it.I dont think i could get this price outside.Panjangkan explanation? so sighh there goes my hutang list~
Nilah gamba pertama di maxis center Taman Tun...tgkla muka ku..serabut kan tak cukup tdo.mata pon dah cum drug addict.

sigh sleepy sudah..esok sambung cerita lagi..nitess

The reception..

Finally muru got married ...went to her reception last saturday.Just drop by kejap and met the others (hsbcnet crew) there.

neway this is my 1st time attending weddings other then malay wedding.boleh tahan menarikla.

Overload workload......

Base on tajuk..let see hemph...below was the request i received 2 days before closing.Which is on the friday night of 27th june 2008.I had more request before that ..and super more moreeee request after that night.



At fisrt i felt proud of myself coz i manage to handle the workload and looks like i have adapted to the process of billing.Kononla..tapi tak lama pon.after few nites and long hours of working...i felt restless..dah la tuh the night of closing i didnt manage to complete all the request.

There is a few factors contributing to the fact that i did not manage to close completely

• I have this issue..where when im sooo nervous, i cant do my work, i cant focus and i cant think straight.
• The requester send in late request..which is after the cut-off time
• To many reports required .Updates on the billing...how the hell can we focus!!
• The printers in IBM Tower level 12 south wing "mogok" where all the print outs went missing ..this is super screwed~
• I am too tireddd to think after staying up late for the past few days and the only think on my mind is to giveup.

Theres no more energy left ..due to not enough sleep, eat,drink,rest and too much penadols plus nikotin..whichhh is sooooo notttt gooddd..

End up we stayed back till 4 am in the morning ..if u could see above.I have stayed back for 10 hours dat night.Its equivelant of working for two days in a day...how is that possible????

However i struggled..we struggled but I failed.They told me its a norm thingy for quater end closing..but right after the 12 pm..we were asked to immediately provide all details for request that doesnt go through plus the total amount.

It was so meesy at that point of time.I have lost track of my details.papers is everywhere.print out is not in order..most of it is incomplete and the system is down..nowhere to get exact details.So roughly i provide the reports as per her request.

Unfortunately the next day after closing..we were all being scolded for not closing all bills with super huge amount!!As if what we have done weeks before that is useless coz the big amount bills doest go through that night..hah!super bullshit!!

And that was the limit..when i almost cried...bodohkan.I even swear that i will not work related to money or revenue ever again...it is soo scary..but the stupidest thing is...they have not lost anything pon!!the revenue will be in next month...

Org kaya mmg tamak..dah kaya nak kaya lagi and end up org bawah jadi kuli.

Hmphh emosional nampaknye.I still cant forget how i was being scloded by my manager in front of everyone.Its embarassing!! As if im soo stupid and not doing my work all this time.Tgkla planner tuh..brapa lama OT ?sejak bile OT?siap sambung sampai this month...but we r not appriciated.But its not me alone..most of the biller go thru the same thing.

How much longer will i stay and survive?lets see~

Big sigh~

Panda eyes

Good morning~..or should i say good afternoon people.ehee.wah bestnye tdo last nite.no dream no nothing..simply pengsan till 12 pm.Wah..and i need more of that.Like aliza said my eyebag is like a panda sudaah~i have panda eyes....thxs to IBM the dearest company.

Neway sebut pasal the company...below picture is my team.Yeaps nampak happy riang sume kan...well god knows now what happens.



Neway this was taken during our monthly team lunch at the employee lounge level 17 IBM Tower.

cannn u find me?wahhhh saya sudah disorok...or tersorok..cis..

Him

Hey people..im back to blog..hemph..

however..not tonite.I'll write again when im stable.I need a long sleep..with dreams.a happy one would help :(

Kinda miss someone.Better not mention it here.Neway dejah i know u know who..

I miss the things we used to do togather.Rarely got a chance to talk to the person nemore.I miss the jokes..the drama we used to share.I miss the way we used to comfort each other..i miss the late nite talk..i miss the songs that we shared..i misss all..I miss every single lil'thing about that person.Probably bcoz dejah said my emotional is unstable due to the sleepless nites and tonss of work i've been putting myself into for the past 2 weeks.

How i wish i could turn back time or just linger in the past..would enjoy that so much..even tho i suffered..but it was the sweetest suffered moments...

Im beginning to rumble nonsense..herms..probably to only thing that im good at..sigh

I wish i could talk to the person again...and keep him in my pocket and bring him out whenever i need someone to comfort me :(..(i wonder why out of the sudden my playlist is playing to the song that remind me of u..)

:( gudnight...