Life is a bitch..Whatever 2009,good bye 2008

Im soooo freaking jealous, jealous sebab semua kawan kawan dan org di sekeliling is really looking forward for a new year.A DAMNED BRAND NEW YEAR.

A NEw year...

A New beginning of everything ..new resolution, new ambition, new life, better luck and greater hope for future..semua pon positive positivelah..walaupon kenyataannye sgt impossible <--or ini ayat org negative seperti aku.

lonnnnnnnng SIGH~

Dgn linangan air mata..thats how i WELCOME the GREAT (as everyone was saying) 2009.Bukan kerana terharu, bukan kerana sayangkang 2008, bukan kerana teringat kan memory di 2008, dan bukan juga kerana masuk habuk ketika asyik mendongak utk melihat bunga api...tetaaapi...Kerana STRESSS mengejar keuntangan syarikat disaat saat terakhir tahun 2008!what a great way to celebrate New year.

The thing is , last nite, when the firework started...it was 5 minutes early..most of them who were still working (which is so ramaii) run to the pantry to watch the great firework show...most and almost all including my manager...aaahhhh sedeh bleh ker.(aku sedeh kerana aku mahu azam juga, aku mahu impikan or berangan utk ada kehidupan yg lebeh bermakna di 2009, aku juga mahu rasa lebeh ceria di taun yg baru dgn meninggalkan segala yg pahit di belakang.)

Unfortunately...i felt so empty!!no wait..not empty, i dont even have time to feel empty..im so misereable last nite!!Yeap..misereable...too misereable sampaikan i rasa macam thats enough to bring bad luck for me through out next year!eh salah no more next..i mean this year!

A bad start will only bring me ..erm a whole year of badluck ....

ahhh ape aku merepek ni..takpe abaikan..actually aku tak cukup tdo kot.

Anyhow, tomorrow will be a big day for me...

1. I need to face all the fuckers- who make my life misearble on the night of new year by sending me last minute job

2.There will be meeting tergempar..coz theres rumors going around saying there will be MAJOR changes in IBM for the new year..-so lets wait and see what its gonna be.3pm tomorrow

3.We will be hand over to a new manager -part of the MAJOR Changes that we managed to korek from our reliable sources herm..tak larat nak comment part ni, will save it 4 later..

Till then...Good Night..