Today..

Penat..

Tak larat...

Ape yg aku buat harini adalah tdo...tdo tdo...nak trun bawah pon rasa tak larat!rasa nak merangkak jer turun.

Raie once quote in her blog " .....Once you've conquered the mind - at least overpowered it to work for you instead of against you - then your body naturally follows." But i guess it just doesnt work that way.My body seems to refuse all commands...not longer insync with my mind.Even how hard i forced em' to!

Prolly forcing is not the right way to do it...but what choice do i have?

I think i need to get some supplement for my body...at least something that can bring me energy. (caffeine,nicotine and paracetamol will only get me admitted to ICU againnn~)

I was under alot of pressure last week.Well anybody who saw my status on YM must've guessed.Yeah emotion is taking control.Things r getting much more ridiculous..but i've made my decision...at least to give a year more chance to go through the pressure.....yeah so i've agreed to be renewed as a contractor again...:(yeah field staff a.k.a perkerja buruh or buruh kasar)

But offcourseeee...there will always be CURSING for time to time that u will see in one of my post...not forgetting post about quitting job or resign with 24hours notice so on and so forth...erm pls excuse me for that..this women just cant control herself sometimes.

Anywayss...i had so much fun yesterday...given the chance to experience one in a million moment!

Yep the hot air balloons event in putrajaya...

Thanks to rudy yg mau pergi mengambil gamba..kami dipaksa rela mengikut berjemur ditengah tengah panas after Najla's wedding(one of my colleague).Apa apa pon its worth it!!sangat sangat worth waiting for di tengah tengah panas..coz we end up like a jakun budak kampung uuu aaaa wauuu semua bunyik kuar bila tgk The Gigantic Balloons!!

tak banyak gamba...coz most of it tak clear.my little pink sony hanya boleh dibuat camwhoring...Will wait for rudy to post em'.

Thats it for now...nak sambung tdo lagi.And i have choosen innershine for my supplement as advised by aliza.we shall see..till then goodnitee~