Damaged

I was on mc today..

to malas to go to work.rasa macam alaaa.. tak bankrup pon kot ibm if i didnt go to work for one day kan?i smsed the manager saying that i will be on mc..but no respons.so i take it as OKK...(all managers are the same.malas reply...last time at least i will get an OK reply)

and so i spend my day doing nothing...bangun awal pukul 8 pagi..tgk series yg dejah bagi..then struggle utk pegi clinic and berlakon to get the MC.end up lakonon mmg menjadi since mate gua mmg nampak cum org sakit sebab tgh mengantuk gile tgu turn nak jumpe doctor tuh...TAHNIAH DIANA..nanti leh buat lagi.

My Heart's at a low,

Im so Much to manage

I think u should know, that i've been damaged

herm...i felt like i've been hurt to much nowdays...work..friendship..family...and more

• work-not appriciated.
• friends- whatever..
• family - misereable as ever

Nothings is colorfull like when i was a kid..wait does my childhood days really so bright n colorfull?hmpp..cant remember.

My world is turning upside down..tapi i can still manage...struggling..trying to be human as i can be..pretending it doesnt effect me a single bit...acting numb or dumb as if its all cooll...gah dat easy kan.cume kat dlm jer mcm rollercoaster skit..

you know what?im a good actress tau sbenarnye.eheh i should consider the job if one day i kurusla..prolly i could be famous or kaya skit dari hidup misereable cumni..

sigh..kejap jer dah mlm..but i had a good sleep just now..rasa mcm sgt puas..and tomorrow i havta wear my mask and pretend to be the emotionless person againnn...what a life~